A Note to No One

As I try to write this I think of you;

Your face, your smile, your laugh.

The way you tease me saying, “You’re insane.”;

While looking at me with the eyes that says "Please be mine."

I never thought I would feel like this;
You were mine before but I neglected it;
Now that you’re with her I feel alone;
Shouldn't have let you go but that’s all I can do;

For I can’t accept the fact of liking you.

A selfish girl that’s who I am;
Wanting to be loved but not to love back.
I only wanted to have you for the sake of having someone that I can call mine;

For I do not know what love really is;

Until you looked away and never notice me again.

Now I feel regretful and I feel pain;
For what’s left to me now are just memories of you;

Thank you for your love and sorry for the pain;

Your love will stay in my heart forever;

A love that was mine before but will never be again.